Homesick

I have been so freaking homesick for the past couple of weeks. I miss my family, my pets, the mountains, my car, marching band, chorus...Everything!! And it's just even more upsetting because most everyone here has gone home at least once or twice while me and my roommate live too far away to even think of visiting. It just seems so unfair! I thought everyone here would be away from home and happy to be gone, but everyone got homesick and went home. I get homesick and have to stay here. :(

But Zach has a thing at Liberty next weekend and offered to take me home. I'm really considering it, but I also feel bad for my roommate. Because we've both been complaining about being stuck here and then I get a way out. But I'm really stinking homesick. I even miss stupid Liberty University!

I've never been the kind of person to get homesick, but I've been so upset about it lately. I think it's more the fact that everyone else has the resources to go home and I don't.

And none of my friends who are at most an hour away have offered to visit me. A lot of people have had friends visit (or at least offer!). I feel so alone. :/

But anyways. I'm still having fun at college, it's just that Family Weekend is coming up and it makes me sad to think about stuff like that.