All of those changes I was just scared about are in full effect now. Last weekend was our pastor's first Sunday at the church. People are already getting stuff for college, preparing to move out. I'm in tears just thinking about it. Everything, everything, everything. It's all changing and there's no stopping it. I've been crying nonstop it seems lately.The other night, I was trying to go to sleep while listening to music (as I always do) and as soon as I shut my eyes and listened to the music, I started sobbing uncontrollably. And it wasn't even a song that meant anything! It was just a regular old song, and I broke down because of it. I obviously failed to sleep and had to turn all music off. I tried listening to happy ones, upbeat ones-- but they all made me cry harder. I don't know whyyyyyyy.
Bdubs, I'm offically obsessed with Doctor who. And the adorable couple of Ten/Rose. And I've been watching depressing tributes to them on YouTube. SO FREAKING HEARTBREAKING.
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