Sigh.

I am totally conflicted now. Conflicted in the sense that I know what I'll probably end up doing, but it breaks my heart to do so.

I had just decided on going on the chorus trip and now I probably can't go because I'm supposed to sing in church next Sunday. But I already told my teacher and friends I was going on the trip, but I also told the church I would sing and my heart hurts.

And then the "Night with the Messengers" thing is the same night as the Senior dinner and I don't know what to do. All I know is that I realllllly want to cry.

My heart can't take it. :(